I fully understand, javadog, but this is where I've been all my life. I've been using computers since I was two (How I miss my Apple IIc) , and online since I was three (ah the mac IIfx), I've grown up in the best part of the computer age, And I want to be a part of it. I built my first computer when I was 9. So you can see, it's what I want to do. Whether or not I fail, I'm going to fail in a Job I love. I don't know about you, but I'd rather fail having fun, than succeed being miserable. Sorry to put you through the sob story, but thats how I feel.
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